The Start Of An End

This Story as can be seen is incomplete. Need some ideas and help here...:)

Stifled wind was blowing through my tense face trying to soothe me but it was not doing any good. I was enjoying on the last few puffs of my cigarette standing in my balcony, thinking of the thing that had to come on an obvious note. I was waiting for something special to happen and hoped it would happen real fast. State of my mind was mixed with every kind of emotion and I didn’t know how to react and what emotion to react on. Then came the knock that I was waiting for. It disturbed my state of being and slowly fear crept into me from no where and I was praying for a miracle to happen rite away, or at least some kind of natural disaster like earthquake or any bloody thing that could change my life course. The door knocked once again a bit harder this time round. I collected myself and made myself understand about the situation. I slowly tried to move myself to the door which seemed like the most difficult task of my whole life time. I opened the door and a man with a cruel intent in his face appeared, I paused for a second composed my self and said “So you are here”. He pushed me out of the way and entered the house. He asked “Are you done with your work?”. I shook my head stating no. “How much more time do you want hurry up I have no time I have to report to my boss”. “I will be done in an hour’s time. I have to write a mail and send it and then you do whatever you have to do.” 

As soon as I logged into my system I felt something hard poke at my head. I turned to see what it is and saw a black hole right in front of my eyes. The man was ready for his work and my body went numb at the thought of what was coming for me. I again tried to compose myself and went further with my job of writing mail.

I had completed writing mail and was attaching a document when I heard a click behind me and the poke went harder at my head. This shook me again but I was mentally prepared now for the ultimate moment. I attached the document to the mail and was trying to buy out time by reading the mail body again.

After a few moments an alarm rang from behind me at the same time I clicked on send button and there was a big bang. There was lying a body with head on the keyboard and blood stains on destroyed computer screen.

 

Mail Opens

 

Sam or Samana had opened her system at her house. Time on her system says 10:30 PM and date 8^th January 2010. As she was said she opened her Hotmail mail account by logging in. She was checking randomly at the mails and was trying to search a particular mail she was interested in. There were around 5000 unread mails in her inbox but she was least interested on the number. There she found somewhere at the end of the first page a mail she was looking for with Subject “Start of an End”. She looked at it smiled for a while and then Clicked on it. Her face contorted the second she started going through it.  The mail body started with:

 

Hi Dear Fighter Friend,

 

There was something I had always wanted to say to you but never said that is I had never seen a strong girl like you. I used to feel so proud to be your friend. Anyway I will quickly say the things in priority first. This would be my last mail for you or any one as I will be no more for this world after this mail. I have attached some thing to this mail this something is nothing but my diary from the days of my college. Please read it do as is said in the diary as you would encounter something of your interest other than my life story. Don’t you worry at all and sleep well at night and enjoy your sleep.

 

I come back to another thing I have always wanted to say you. It’s nothing but I had fallen in love with you years ago but couldn’t ever say that until today, the reasons being:

 

1. At the first few days I felt its just kind of feeling that is obvious to have a friend of opposite sex.

2. When I felt it was not just any other feeling but was love I was already fighting with myself for my future and thought once I will get secure with everything in future I would it say to you a silly every common mans thinking struck me too.

3. Being whenever I tried to show some signs of my inclination towards you, you used to neglect it with elegance that it showed me that you are not inclined towards me as I am. That was because of your strong nature I guess.

 

But today I could gather all my courage and say this cause I was feeling really finding it beautiful for my soul to go way for this world with a smile. :). I still remember the day when you were at the grave of your father and you were so strong that you didn’t even shed a tear, I hope the same for me.

 

Thanks for whatever you have been for me till now. I know you will make this world a better place to live for all.

 

Regards,

Aditya.

 

P.S.: Please don’t skip reading my diary and don’t miss the interesting part for you for what I want is written in it.

 

After reading the mail she was uncomfortable at the same time sad about her friend. She always called him fighter. She felt her eyes burn a little and never knew when those few drops of water come out of her eyes. But she composed herself soon and continued with the mail looking for some clue that he always used to write to keep things away from anyone who ever tries to eavesdrop into the mail to find what he was posting. As these days he felt almost all of his mails were scanned by someone. But she could not find any. She tried to call him at his phone but it was not answered for almost an hour. She gave up on almost every tries and accepted the truth. She went to the mail and with heavy feeling downloaded the attachment named “For you only”. She opened the attachment and found that it was written in their old college days Code language.

 

Diary: First Day of my College

 

I was nervous as well as happy as I was about to get in the college with the subject I wanted. I was also happy that my dream of going to Hostel was being fulfilled in this college as it was very far away from my home. At the same time was feeling bad about leaving I knew to the place where I don’t know even a single person. It was a challenge as well as fun to know every kind of person. It was the day when I was entering into the Hostel for the first time in my life. Life is beautiful as it is said as it was my first air o freedom. That did mean there were two aspects either go wild and do anything like we say “Chuta Sand” or be in control and learn things from this life. I preferred the second option although I took into action the first one for few months or say the first semester. I got admission in IT field and my all School mates envied me as they wanted that field but didn’t get it. All the seniors looked friendly in front of my parents but I did expect to see their wild side soon.